I wish I could see what my life will be like.
People say, que sera sera. Let your actions decide your fate. And I say back, but what if I want to know?
I want to love someone and have them love me back. I want us to be the only thing that matters for a while.
I want to taste every inch of you, breathe in your moans, and smile as you break.
I want my children to play in the yard.
I want to spend my life writing and studying and being passionate.
More than anything, I want to spend it as myself and whomever I will become, not a shell who has turned inward to search for something, for anything inside.
I don't want to be alone.