'i miss being okay'
is what i variate on every time
and everyone understands
they say they know what i mean
i don't know what i mean
after all, i am okay
i still go to school but sometimes i'm too sad
i still eat but sometimes i can't
i still write but it makes me feel worse
i'm still me but i'm not
i keep living.
i carry on like nothing's wrong
isn't that what being okay is?